Sunday, November 14, 2010

Walking by the coast, I walk with gentle Mother Nature. Father Sun shines gently upon my back, his warmth courses through my veins. Beneath me, I tread upon the sands, which gently receive my feet. I hear the waves fall gently on the shore, the sound of water searches my soul. I feel the wind surround me, gently holding me close. Then I look to the hills, with its slopes gentle on a child. The gentle grasses they welcome me, my bare feet they comfort. The trees sway gently, softly and kindly they sway. Strolling up the slope, I stroll with gentle Mother Nature. Yet gentler than these, there is one. There up upon that gentle hill, a pavilion surrounded with flowers. There is one gentler that lies within that ring. My lady, she lies within the pavilion.

There is sweet, and there is fair. There is graceful, and there is kind. My lady, she encompasses all these things. These are her, and she is more. Yet these things are a distant memory, for she has not been within my sights. I search for my lady vainly, still I seek with all my heart. Long since I last beheld her, long since her warmth became my own. Now I am as good as blind, my fingers cold, my palms unfeeling. The sight of my lady makes my heart flutter. Her absence makes me frown.

I love and it pains me, because I love too much. How I long to hold her close, to feel her in my arms. Yet just the chance to see her, would be as good as gold.

Now the world and all, awaits our reunion. Look at how the ground quakes beneath. The rivers, they rage in anger. The greater waves throw themselves against endless rock. The mountains turn in disapproval. For they know that this distance should not be. And what has been apart should be brought together. There shall be no smile on earth till our eyes meet once again. No comfort till we are held close. There shall be no justice save the moment our fingers should caress the other’s cheek. No morning sun till our breath entwines as one.

Across that distant sea, I bid you, fair lady, lie beneath that distant sky. That were the sky a great mirror, I might lie beneath mine, and gaze into your eyes. For I will see you in that sky, and I will feel your breath against my neck, for it is carried in the wind.


Notsnhoj

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Tears are the only words that can now express my pain. If a leaf were to fall on me, it would crush me whole. With the same weight that a mountain crushes an elephant, so shall that leaf apply upon my head.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Exams at the REB

Deprived of sleep for many days,
In sunlit morn I started to pray.
Up stony steps I had to crawl,
I found myself inside a hall.
They forced a paper into my face,
Gave me a number to know my place.
Three clicks of the clock they kept me still,
Behind their masks I felt their thrill.

But I sense the end is coming. The end is coming near.
But I know the doors are opening. The doors are opening here.


Johnston

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Non T'Amo Più

Author's note: The meaning of the words - I loved you deeply, but now I don't love you anymore.
The meaning behind this song - I don't love you anymore... Really. ........really........like really...

Ricordi ancora il dì che c'incontrammo?
Le tue promesse le ricordi ancor?
Folle d'amore io ti seguii,
ci amammo,
E accanto a te sognai,
folle d'amor.
Sognai felice di carezze a baci
Una catena dileguante in ciel;
Ma le parole tue furon mendaci
Perché l'anima tua fatta è di gel.


Te ne ricordi ancor?
Te ne ricordi ancor?
Or la mia fede, il desiderio immenso
Il mio sogno d'amor non sei più tu
I tuoi baci non cerco,
a te non penso
Sogno un altro ideal:
Non t'amo più, non t'amo più!


Nei cari giorni che passamo insieme,
io cosparsi di fiori il tuo sentier.
Tu fosti del mio cor l'unica speme,
tu della mente l'unica pensier.
Tu m'hai visto pregare, impallidire,
piangere tu m'hai visto inanzi a te.
Io, sol per appagare un tuo desire
avrei dato il mio sangue e la mia fè.

Te ne ricordi ancor?
Te ne ricordi ancor?
Or la mia fede, il desiderio immenso
Il mio sogno d'amor non sei più tu
I tuoi baci non cerco,
a te non penso
Sogno un altro ideal:
Non t'amo più, non t'amo più!

Francesco Paolo Tosti

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Author's note: I was bored. And I was really bored. Attempt to read this in fake Irish or Scottish. And let it be within your hearts, to pray for me to study.

The lords are up in their fortresses,
Of great stones, tall and strong.
They are surrounded by their watchmen,
That number many a throng.

With booming voice they thunder,
As they feast just as they whore.
"The Danes, they be afearin' us,
Too scared to land on our shores."

Then one night, as silent as eerie,
We saw a light in the bay.
'twas approaching in quicker paces.
It came, just like Monday.

Before we be aknowin' it,
They were upon our lads.
They came like creepin' shadows,
Shades in leather clad.

He grasped me as I turned to run,
His hands were cold and clammy.
In his gaze I saw no meaning,
No friends, no wife, no family.

Great many things flashed by mine eyes,
Before my throat his dirk did lay.
I saw blade as it went through bone.
And bone as it went though decay.

To be acontinuin'

Notsnhoj

Friday, October 29, 2010

My Sister

We were as close as two sides of paper, with a bond of solid gold.
In anger I did abuse her. In love I did protect her.
Then one day there was this young man, he came and took my place.
Still, I did abuse her. But someone else protected her.
Then I saw the hollowness of my actions, the lack within my heart.
No longer did I abuse her. But no longer did I protect her.
The days are now stretched and long, as is the distance between us.
How I long to abuse her. How I ache to protect her.


Johnston

Saturday, October 9, 2010

El Sali, The Lord Our Rock

Our Father God, El Sali, You are the Lord, our Rock. You are our great support, the bastion of our faith. You created the heavens and the earth, and we know of Your great might. Like a great rock, You stand unmoving against the tides of unrighteousness. Forever You are with us, forever we are not alone.

Father God, you are our great foundation. Because of You, we can stand firm. Because of You, we do not fear. Even in times of tribulation, we shall not fall, because You are holding onto us. And we are grateful.

Father God, we know of Your love for us. And we pray with all our hearts that You continue to hold us close to You. Keep us steadfast in the faith. Help us to never waver.

Our hearts are weak, for we are human. Given time, we easily lose sight of You, O Lord, we lose sight of what is important. Because we are faint-hearted, we fail to cling to Your instructions, and we fail to live godly lives. We deviate from the path, because of our lack of maturity. We no longer look solely at the gates of heaven, because we look at other things. We look at things of little value, and fail to focus on Your glory.

Father God, though we are weak, continue to hold us close to You. In times of our weaknesses, help to us look to You as our great foundation. Help us to focus on You.

You are the rock upon which we stand. And we shall never stumble, for You are solid ground. Though the world around us may crumble, we are safe when we stand with You. When we place our trust in You, we shall never falter. Father God, we pray with all our hearts, be our Rock, and hold us firm.


Johnston